Friends

(Woah)
(Are you really my friend?)

I feel a sense of uncomfy
Lately everyone has been after me
I don't know what I did wrong
So it’s gonna be hard to see who the real friends are

Are you really my friend?
Or are you just playing pretend
Something doesn't feel cool
And my head spinning, I'm gonna be the fool

Why do I feel so cautious
Is it because my trust issues are what caused this?
Everywhere I go to I feel so out of this
I don’t even know if I want to be out here no more

Feels like the world has gone lonely
No one wants to be around anybody
But I guess it makes them feel cool
But no one here hardly knows what to do?

In my own thoughts, I feel so cautious
Sometimes it even makes me feel, nauseous
I try so hard to find somebody
But in my own head I say, “no” and I walk off like I'm cool

I don't wanna make no friends
Because everytime I feel like I'm so left out
Is it because of my self esteem
Or maybe I'm the problem, does it seem?

Why do I feel so cautious
Is it because my trust issues are what caused this?
Everywhere I go to I feel so out of this
I don't even know if I want to be out here no more