‎nerve

[Verse 1]
Hit me where it hurts, you know it's impossible to feel
Sever every nerve, maybe I forget if I'm still real
What did I deserve? Nothing in my favor, signed a deal
Losing my own words, you act like you don't know me, I'm still here

[Chorus]
Is this what you wanted? Treated me like nothing
Leave me in the dirt and watch me as I'm hurting
Tell me that I really should move into the city
Where I'll be alone and I'll see it on my phone
It's just not thе same at all
I feel like I can't be mysеlf when I'm around you
I know I get in my own head but I can't help it
Sometimes I feel like I might just be going crazy
I just wish I could tell you how I'm feeling lately
(I just wish I could tell you how I'm feeling lately)

[Verse 2]
It's always the same, yeah, it's always the same things
I'm rotting my brain wave and I wouldn't change it
Did you forget my name or am I just a game?
All I wanted was to make it even if I hate it
I tried and I tried to be what you wanted
Thought I wasn't good enough
Hide my face when I'm crying to cry
Maybe another reason I can't get to sleep at night

[Chorus]
Is this what you wanted? Treated me like nothing
Leave me in the dirt and watch me as I'm hurting
Tell me that I really should move into the city
Where I'll be alone and I'll see it on my phone
It's just not the same at all
I feel like I can't be myself when I'm around you
I know I get in my own head but I can't help it
Sometimes I feel like I might just be going crazy
I just wish I could tell you how I'm feeling lately

[Bridge]
Floating, sinking
Tell me what you're thinking about right now
I can't hear you thinking
Is it too late to turn back now if my lungs give out?

[Chorus]
Tell me, is this what you wanted? Treated me like nothing
Leave me in the dirt and watch me as I'm hurting
Tell me that I really should move into the city
Where I'll be alone and I'll see it on my phone
It's just not the same at all
I feel like I can't be myself when I'm around you
I know I get in my own head but I can't help it
Sometimes I feel like I might just be going crazy
I just wish I could tell you how I'm feeling lately