neon green

[Intro: Bedhead]
30 in my cup, I can feel my heart beat
I just wanna make you mine
Came to the party just to see you, but it's dark and I can't find you and I realized I wasted my time
We were on the molly and you didn't turn the lights off
Talking to you felt like a ghost
It was like a nightmare, f-f-fairy tale
Thinking I could hold you close

[Chorus: Bedhead]
You sit there with your arms wrapped 'round your knees
Wanna scream so loud in the library
Hot pink dyed hair, hope no one sees
Staring off into nothing but the neon green
One cough, too high, not a clear lung
Public spaces, you don't really fear none
You would trade places if you knew someone
Made the same paces less close to the sun

Boxes I've packed myself in
Release my soul for profit
Don't know just why it happened
Think I need to get off this
Train on a loop of a track going one way
Always never coming back around in the wrong way
Right time for it but I saw it on the wrong day
Next stop on the timeline is a long way

Away from me, you moved yourself
I had be with someone else
To realize the mental hell
You're in is where I am as well
And if it's in your interest, well then
Hope the leave you're taking will treat you well then
I'm a whole other person than how I felt then
Treat me like you deserve me, I never felt it

[Verse 1: Bedhead]
I guess I just don't deserve to be treated well then
(I can feel my heart beat)
Holding grudges like you're climbing out a well then
(I just wanna make you mine)
Mix the metal with fire just like I'm welding
(Came to the party just to see you, but it's dark and I can't find you)
I just never know what to do 'cause I can't be selfish
(And I realized I wasted my time)
Familiar with the feelings you felt for the fact I held them
(We were on the molly and you didn't turn the lights off)
Longer than the hope that I had for you, see it seldom
(Talking to you felt like a ghost)
Anything that's valuable to me, you're saying sell them
(It was like a nightmare or a fairy tale)
You know you would be the lowest bid at the auction
(Thinking I could hold you close)

How low will you go now
(How will I get to you, and tell you heart to heart)
Your hands dirty the ground
(There's a 30 in my cup)
You're on shakes at the sound, you scream but never loud
(And I need you, and I need you to feel my love)
Enough for them to hear, check back with you in a year
(How do I get to you, and tell you heart to heart)
See where I'm at, 'cause i know that
(There's 30 in my cup)
Neither of us can stay here
(And I need you, and I need you to feel my love)

[Verse 2: Lil Wet Wet]
Trash bag like you're throwing me away
Bagged up backpack, I’ll be gone for days
I still smell your clothes here, I'm want for waste
I can’t tell if you're sincere in trauma chased

On gang, I'm rolling the wrong way
You're holding on to my face
I’m blowing like Pompeii
Swerving the marque
It’s always a dark day
Read it all in my face
I'm trying, I can’t change

I found a way to be with someone
Who would never leave me for
The seasons that became before
You're still moving the same way (of course)
I still touch in the rain (the force)
Scars can’t measure the pain
We walked over the lane
It’s in the back of my brain
I can’t give up anything that I claim
Forever the same

[Chorus: Bedhead]
You sit there with your arms wrapped 'round your knees
Wanna scream so loud in the library
Hot pink dyed hair, hope no one sees
Staring off into nothing but the neon green
One cough, too high, not a clear lung
Public spaces, you don't really fear none
You would trade places if you knew someone
Made the same paces less close to the sun

Boxes I've packed myself in
Release my soul for profit
Don't know just why it happened
Think I need to get off this
Train on a loop of a track going one way
Always never coming back around in the wrong way
Right time for it but I saw it on the wrong day
Next stop on the timeline is a long way

Away from me, you moved yourself
I had be with someone else
To realize the mental hell
You're in is where I am as well
And if it's in your interest, well then
Hope the leave you're taking will treat you well then
I'm a whole other person than how I felt then
Treat me like you deserve me, I never felt it

[Outro: Bedhead]
I guess I just don't deserve to be treated well then
Holding grudges like you're climbing out a well then
Mix the metal with fire just like I'm welding
I just never know what to do 'cause I can't be selfish
Familiar with the feelings you felt for the fact I held them
Longer than the hope that I had for you, see it seldom
Anything that's valuable to me, you're saying sell them
You know you would be the lowest bid at the auction