alcohol and gauze

[Chorus]
I heard he want that dead girl love
I just want that hell hot lava
Baby come pick me up
We can ride around in your Mazda
You know I stay in the cut
Just like alcohol and gauze does
My whole being's givin' up
But my body doesn't wanna

Wanna come and clean me up
In the morning when I'm gone?
I'll be gone before you know it
I've already moved along
In heaven, no one writes a song
We just sing our words as one
It's the harmony you notice
When the process is forgot

[Verse]
I've been tryin' hard to focus
I been out my head a lot
I don't know the voice I'm throwin'
In my throat there lives a knot
If I'm not the one you notice
Do I even have a shot?
I don't know just how to show it
But I think of you a lot

Let's make it hot in here
I wanna feel it out
After a couple beers
You'll kiss me on the couch
I wanna face my fears
Don't wanna talk about
How the last couple years
Instilled my chronic doubt

Be still my beating heart
I have no self esteem
Maybe I'll fall apart
Maybe you'll fall for me
Maybe it isn't worth
All of the effort we've
Already put into this so
Maybe I'll leave

[Bridge]
Maybe I'll get-ge-ge-get out
Yeah, get the- out
Get-get-get out
Yeah, get the f- out
Imma get the- get- out
Get the f- out
Imma get the- get the- out
Get the the fuck out

[Chorus]
I heard he want that dead girl love
I just want that hell hot lava
Baby come pick me up
We can ride around in your Mazda
You know I stay in the cut
Just like alcohol and gauze does
My whole being's givin' up
But my body doesn't wanna

Wanna come and clean me up
In the morning when I'm gone?
I'll be gone before you know it
I've already moved along
In heaven, no one writes a song
We just sing our words as one
It's the harmony you notice
When the process is forgot