​near-fatally

[Intro]
(Artiisan, are you crazy?)
(Andyr)
(Lamen, turn me up)
Yeah, yeah

[Chorus]
Okay, so basically, there was only me, near fatally
Crashing in the whip, and it had dented, they was saving me
Crashing all the shits because a cousin who was lacing me
It's harder to forgive when I had trusted what he'd say to me
Hmm, but shoutout the ones who prayed for me
I got up out the hospital and I was moving gracefully
Emotionally vulnerable, but still I had no hate in me
Until I thought I loved a bitch and found out she was playing me

[Verse 1]
Fucking bitch
You introduced me to the hate again, you fucking demon
I let you change me, made me think that every bitch is scheming
Now every bitch that say "I love you" don't really mean it
And I can't say I touched you even if you was family
Double playing these cards, still be trying to damn me
But I worry too much, God know I ain't done, yeah
And now you know my reason why to me, it's for a Xanny
Praying on a moment that'll tell me
They just slowing down my journey to the summit, yeah
You the reason why I'm moving even stronger
Always for that, you're above me

[Bridge]
Near fatally
S-saving me
Cousin who was lacing me
Tr-trusted what he'd say to me

[Chorus]
Okay, so basically, there was only me, near fatally
Crashing in the whip, and it had dented, they was saving me
Crashing all the shits because a cousin who was lacing me
It's harder to forgive when I had trusted what he'd say to me
Hmm, but shoutout the ones who prayed for me
I got up out the hospital and I was moving gracefully
Emotionally vulnerable, but still I had no hate in me
Until I thought I loved a bitch and found out she was playing me

[Verse 2]
I was full of positive energy
I was still in the middle of recovery
I wanted to drive to my memory
Just like the fact you found me, bitching me
It be some bummy muhfuckers to try to give me apologies
I don't want hate in my heart, but they made it cold
I hadn't played all my music, yeah, ate all my drugs
You been told

[Chorus]
Okay, so basically, there was only me, near fatally
Crashing in the whip, and it had dented, they was saving me
Crashing all the shits because a cousin who was lacing me
It's harder to forgive when I had trusted what he'd say to me
Hmm, but shoutout the ones who prayed for me
I got up out the hospital and I was moving gracefully
Emotionally vulnerable, but still I had no hate in me
Until I thought I loved a bitch and found out she was playing me