Natural At Disaster (Orchestral Version - Amazon Music Original)

[Verse 1]
It's hard to love you when you hate yourself
Can't be there for you without negatively impacting my mental health
Tryna fix you made me break myself
It's like I'm a moth to the toxicity
You reeled me in, I'm addicted to narcissistic qualities
But now your ignorance kinda scares me
Someone's gotta say it

[Chorus]
'Cause you were all snakes, no ladders
You're happiest when you make me sadder
Tried to help you, but it didn't matter
You're a natural at disaster
Tryna build a bridge outta matches
But then you breathe out and fire catches
Everything you touch turns to ashes
You're a natural at disaster

[Verse 2]
Wreakin' havoc, everything you do is problematic (Problematic)
Never getting better when you're stuck in your ways forever
So here's a medal, you fooled me into thinking I was special (Ah)
Can't get through to you unless I go down to your level
So, on a level, I'm pretty sure that you're the devil

[Chorus]
'Cause you were all snakes, no ladders
You're happiest when you make me sadder
Tried to help you, but it didn't matter
You're a natural at disaster (Oh)
Tryna build a bridge outta matches (Oh)
But then you breathe out and fire catches, yeah
Everything you touch turns to ashes
You're a natural at disaster

[Bridge]
Well done, you, for rainin' on every parade till it turns black and blue, black and blue
It's just what you do, you're a natural at disaster
And well done, me, for lettin' you step over every single boundary
Does that make me weak? Does that make me weak? Yeah

[Outro]
It's hard to love you when you hate yourself
Can't be there for you without negatively impacting my mental health
Mm-mm-mm
Ah-ah-ah
Hey, ayy
Oh-oh
Oh, oh, ah
Oh-oh
Mm-mm, mm-mm, mm