Natasha Lost

Dave Malloy & Phillipa Soo * Track #9 On Natasha, Pierre & The Great Comet of 1812 (Original Cast Recording)

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Album Natasha, Pierre & The Great Comet of 1812 (Original Cast Recording)

ALBUM

Dave Malloy

2013

#1
Prologue (Off-Broadway Version)
Dave Malloy & Dave Malloy & Phillipa Soo
#2
Pierre (Off-Broadway Version)
Dave Malloy & Dave Malloy
#3
Moscow (Off-Broadway Version)
Dave Malloy & Brittain Ashford & Grace McLean & Phillipa Soo
#4
The Private and Intimate Life of the House (Off-Broadway Version)
Dave Malloy & Gelsey Bell & Blake DeLong
#5
Natasha & Bolkonskys (Off-Broadway Version)
Dave Malloy & Gelsey Bell & Blake DeLong & Phillipa Soo
#6
No One Else (Off-Broadway Version)
Dave Malloy & Phillipa Soo
#7
The Opera (Off-Broadway Version)
Dave Malloy & Amber Gray & Phillipa Soo & Brittain Ashford & Grace McLean
#8
Natasha & Anatole (Off-Broadway Version)
Dave Malloy & Lucas Steele & Phillipa Soo
#9
Natasha Lost
Dave Malloy & Phillipa Soo
#10
The Duel (Off-Broadway Version)
Dave Malloy & Dave Malloy & Amber Gray & Nick Choksi & Lucas Steele
#11
Sunday Morning (Off-Broadway Version)
Dave Malloy & Brittain Ashford & Grace McLean & Phillipa Soo
#12
Charming (Off-Broadway Version)
Dave Malloy & Amber Gray
#13
The Ball (Off-Broadway Version)
Dave Malloy & Phillipa Soo & Lucas Steele
#14
Letters (Off-Broadway Version)
Dave Malloy & Gelsey Bell & Dave Malloy & Lucas Steele & Phillipa Soo
#15
Sonya & Natasha (Off-Broadway Version)
Dave Malloy & Brittain Ashford & Phillipa Soo
#16
Sonya Alone (Off-Broadway Version)
Dave Malloy & Brittain Ashford
#17
Preparations (Off-Broadway Version)
Dave Malloy & Dave Malloy & Nick Choksi & Lucas Steele
#18
Balaga (Off-Broadway Version)
Dave Malloy & Paul Pinto & Nick Choksi & Lucas Steele
#19
The Abduction (Off-Broadway Version)
Dave Malloy & Nick Choksi & Lucas Steele
#20
In My House (Off-Broadway Version)
Dave Malloy & Phillipa Soo & Brittain Ashford & Grace McLean
#21
A Call to Pierre (Off-Broadway Version)
Dave Malloy & Dave Malloy & Grace McLean
#22
Find Anatole (Off-Broadway Version)
Dave Malloy & Dave Malloy & Phillipa Soo & Amber Gray & Lucas Steele
#23
Pierre & Anatole (Off-Broadway Version)
Dave Malloy & Dave Malloy & Lucas Steele
#24
Natasha Very Ill (Off-Broadway Version)
Dave Malloy & Brittain Ashford
#25
Pierre & Andrey (Off-Broadway Version)
Dave Malloy & Dave Malloy & Blake DeLong
#26
Pierre & Natasha (Off-Broadway Version)
Dave Malloy & Dave Malloy & Phillipa Soo
#27
The Great Comet of 1812 (Off-Broadway Version)
Dave Malloy & Dave Malloy
#28
Moscow
Natasha, Pierre & the Great Comet of 1812

Natasha Lost by Dave Malloy (Ft. Phillipa Soo)

Release Date

Tue Jan 01 2013

Performed by

Dave MalloyPhillipa Soo

Produced by

Janet Kagan & Howard Kagan & Dean Sharenow & Kurt Deutsch

Writed by

Dave Malloy

About

Natasha alone with her conscience;

Anatole has presented himself strongly and boldly to Natasha, who is quite taken with him and therefore confused by her feelings. Here, she tries to recall her love for Andrey and forget this new man.

Natasha Lost Annotated

[NATASHA]
I smile, I shake
And the opera continues
And I'm quite submissive to the world I am in
My previous life is slipping away from me
My distant past is gone, is gone

And the rest of the night
I can't take my eyes from him
His glittering eyes
And his tender smile

And as I am leaving
Flushed and nervous
He touches my arm
And I turn around
And he's looking at me
With his glittering eyes
And his tender smile

O God! I am lost!
How could I let him?
Everything is dark, obscure, and terrible
I don't understand this
Oh God, I am lost!

Back in the theater, full of lights
Where tenors jumped about in tinsel jackets
Young girls and old men cried “Bravo!” in rapture
There it all seemed simple
But now, alone,
I am tortured

My conscience gnaws away at my heart
Am I spoiled for Andrey's love or not?
Oh, I can soothe myself with irony:
Nothing! It was nothing
I didn't lead him on at all
No one will ever know
I'll never see him again
Nothing has happened
And Andrey can love me still
Oh, God, why isn't he here?

And yet it was like there was nothing between us
No veil, no modesty
Just his face and strong hands
His glittering eyes
And his tender smile
That bold handsome man who pressed my arm

Natasha Lost Q&A

Who wrote Natasha Lost's ?

Natasha Lost was written by Dave Malloy.

Who produced Natasha Lost's ?

Natasha Lost was produced by Janet Kagan & Howard Kagan & Dean Sharenow & Kurt Deutsch.