natalis (interlude)

[Intro]
(Duck, duck, goose! Can't catch me! Ahaha, what's the matter?)

[Interlude]
The words you speak are so nefarious
What's your intentions?
I feel like you're tearing me apart
All I ever wanted was some clarity
Now I'm twenty three in a bar
With the bottle up
Grab the kerosene, let's start a fire, I
Don't think that I matter to you (What the fuck)
I'm so unimportant, I
Wish I could be normal like you
Where's the party, blowing candles out
The riots and the smiles around me
And all my friends are gone
Like, oh, what's that about?
There's not a banner with my name
I'll turn this smile around
Like, fuck, I'm signing out
I'll end up falling on my head
Don't feel bad for me
I've given up, can't walk with broken legs
I can't speak up anymore
You pull my heart up out my chest
I think I'm better off just dead
I know I don't deserve this
I feel so alone
I don't know why they all desert me
Are you better off?
Is it worth it?
Am I such a burden I remind you of the worst days?
I'm not even happy I'm alive here on my birthday
Breaking down
Open up my wrists 'till I need first aid
(Man, fuck)
I'm not even happy I'm alive here on my birthday

[Outro]
(Hey, if you're sell me something, I've got four little words for you: Do not call this. However, if you're cool, leave it at the beep.)