[Verse 1]
Find out how I wipe my tears
Like, you never even bothered to listen
It's so surreal how this feeling is all gone
You don't feel real with your chest in a cyclone
I feel like I missed all the years
Running away in hope that I could escape, I
[Chorus]
Cried, I wept so much
Tryna figure it out still
You came back, so what?
Just to tell me you'll go again
What's the issue?
What's the matter?
I watched you throw it all away
As I let it all decay and I changed
But you won't do the same
[Post-Chorus]
I know your heart hurts
Oh well, I thought that I'd be there
Could I escape from hell?
Don't pick my brain
I feel like I'm cursed
Oh well, I thought that you'd be here
Rotting away as well
[Verse 2]
Tryna find myself in the mirror
When I pass away, they'll stop and cheer
Are you happy without me or am I
Just another flaw you consume
'Cause I love you more than anyone
Don't you run away to see it, and I
[Chorus]
Cried, I wept so much
Tryna figure it out still
You came back, so what?
Just to tell me you'll go again
What's the issue?
What's the matter?
I watched you throw it all away
As I let it all decay and I changed
But you won't do the same
[Post-Chorus]
I know your heart hurts
Oh well, I thought that I'd be there
Could I escape from hell?
Don't pick my brain
I feel like I'm cursed
Oh well, I thought that you'd be here
Rotting away as well
Rotting away as well
myocardial was written by Lucille.
myocardial was produced by Lucille.
Lucille released myocardial on Fri Jun 27 2025.