My Last Conversation

(verse 1)
And I know you may be thinking
'whats a world with her gone?’
And now I'm just asking
'will it help, or be wrong?’

(verse 2)
It's a battle I can't win
Been fighting for some answers
But they keep coming up as demanding
Saying 'no you can't leave
I haven't told you yet that you mean nothing to me'

(verse 3)
So what's a world with me gone?
Will you be able to live?
Knowing I can’t help move you alone
But I know you’ll make it through it
You're stronger than I am
Show the world that you’re worthy
Make them think again
About the way they leave in a hurry

(verse 4)
I was born at the wrong time
And in the wrong place
I know that you're probably
Saying 'I can relate'
But you’re only different from the rest
You can turn it into a better place

(verse 5)
As my dad walks in as I bleed
He sees the writing on the wall
I dream he starts to cry beside me
Then pay attention to my thoughts
He reads

(verse 6)
'I've told you every day
This world isn't my place
I gave hints through songs I've played
And the emotion when you talked to me
But I guess it wasn't enough
Neither was I, making you happy was tough
I'm sorry I was never the perfect daughter
But I hope this makes you stronger
I know that you'll be upset
But why care now when you never did?
I know I meant something to you
But I was terrified to talk to you
It wasn't just you, it was everyone
They made it hard for me to get along
They made me mad took everything I had
Showed me pain, depression, and emotion
Like a million ways to die, I chose an overdose
And everyone will know that I'm gone
I hope it makes them think about the things they've done
And for all those people that actually cared
Tell them I won't be breathing but I'm still here
You can lose me, but don't forget me
My heart has taken too much
My mind is filled with empty thoughts
You may hear them while you read
I've warned you before
You should've said goodbye to me'