(My) Goddess

G-O-Double D-E-Double S
You.

Girl, why you always reading
I'm just kidding, can I talk to you?
I met you when you had a man, he used to tell me things
he made it seem like true love was only a dream
he made it seem like true love was only a dream
We used to brag in that art class, We used to brag in that art class,
all the girls thought he was dope
so when he said you were just a sidechick I believed it
but men will say stupid things when they lust over love
I helped him cheat on his woman just because he led me on
so little girl with the peircings, go ahead, he's all yours
he's like a single John Mayer with a guitar and a buzz
I was wrong. Ain't no sidechicks involved, the truth behind the story
was that he was in love with a doll
a girl so beautiful it could make a man cry
if he ever had the chance but he never even tried
So girl, why you always reading?
I kinda wanna talk to you
I didn't think he cared when he ended it, so can I make you mine?
can I hold your hand? or sing you a song
can I be your new man, or at least twice what he was?
I think I'm catching feelings too fast. Why do you look at me with those eyes?
don't you know that I'm weak? Don't you know that I'll die?
Baby, you are an angel, I'm sorry but I'm not
I'm so used to being honest, now I'm trapped in this box
but that first time I kissed you
I was locked in forever, I couldn't ever understand how sharing one moment could make me fall in love
like that?
I'm so stupid, I've only known you for weeks
Why can't I just be normal and play it cool. I shouldn't allow myself to speak
but I'm glad he came back, you always had sadness in those eyes
you always had passion in that heart, you were always a goddess in disguise
I always step aside and it's something that I loathe because even when I'm really sprung I'm tryna stay down below. I wrote a whole mixtape just because I missed you so much and the man in me screamed while I tried to give up, but girl, understand that sometimes things happen and I'm sorry that I didn't act fast enough for you. I knew that I was wrong and I knew that lil song would make it clear that I was indisputably in love with you.
I was in love with you.
Forgive me, father, for I have sinned.
If sinning means that I haven't let it go, just then
Even now, when I dream, I'm in paris or home, I can never unsee your heart
so I hold
everything in.
Are you still single?
I was curious because I cared
even now I'm with another but I still get scared
when another guy has his eyes on you
Can't forget the way your touch felt.
Or how my hands felt around your waist,
or how I always used to melt.
Or the way your lips taste.
I'm not sorry because I know that we met for a reason
so here's to you and I, and reminiscing the whole season