Movement III (Self-Imposed-Exile)

[Intro]
Movement III
I'm sorry babe, I'm so sorry
I can't-I can't do this no more, I'm sorry, I'm sorry
Jesus, fuck, phew
God bro
I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I just can't-I can't no more. I'm sorry
Just promise me you'll stay with me? Just promise. Just promise me you-you'll be here?
Just promise me you won't leave?
I don't want you to go-I don't want you to-Just don't go please
Please don't go
Stay here, right here with me with me, please?
Fuck agh
Man, Shut up ("Dillon!")
NO! DON'T GO! (No, no, no)

[Verse 1]
Taking my escapism to new heights
Withering psyche petals like botrytis blight
Movement III, floor the pеdal, swerve away from my spite
Don't know how to vеrbalize my mind's kind of fright
So to speak, I leave or lead
I'm just counting on my need to live nad breathe
I hate to feen over fleeing, BRB, Gotta read
Gotta spree out to different places as I'm finding what it "mean"
I just really wanna grow up
And everyone that is preventing me, I'll look to go outgrow them
Gotta slow up, take this moment as a "glow-up" instigator
Never later, do it now, overthrow them
But don't be scorn-filled
You seek exiles from your own will
You justify the risks you take with ultimatum, on some comms towers Hanging, hoping birds would make you fall in a drawn deal of letting go

[Bridge]
I just-I just wanna let go
I just really wanna fucking let go
I just wanna f-
I just, I just, I just wanna really fucking let go
I just, I just, I-agh, agh
I just wanna let go
I just really wanna fucking let go
I just wanna let go
Just bring every string of a fucking raking-up
Of my soul, it's breaking and taking a swing at my ideals
And everything I ever witnessed as a kid from the choking of my neck
To the burning of my checks I earned

[Verse 2]
Well, fuck this place and fuck this race of rats
Inside a cage and fuck your faces
Fuck this world, And fuck this earth and fuck my life
Fuck my mindset, I'm due to strike to nullify
Intrusive thoughts, I fall to fright
And fuck these people, Fuck this equal living
These looks are deceitful
Fuck this town, and fuck step dad
And fuck the ones who make me think as though I need to go a
And self-impose my exile
Oh, what's new?
I've been forced to do this my entire life I resent that I'm past due
On my view as I'm chipping off the old side of me: (Glad I betrayed you)
"Fuck your sense of self, Erase it", I won't waste it
Inside of a cage, I'm losing pacing
On my inundated disintegrations of innovation
Brain freezing need some insulation. Agh

[Outro]
It's exhausting, turn tossing
It's a real fight when you're crossing
The threshold you set for yourself
A "loss-in" is what I'm at
I withdraw and I exile
I'm sorry babe, reconcile
My lines crossed, suicidal
It's my fault, I'll cry out, agh