Monachopsis

[Intro: Dytenna]
I can't breathe, I can't breathe, I can't
Can't breathe, I can't breathe, I can't breathe, I can't
Can't breathe, I can't breathe, Can't breathe, I can't
Can't breathe, I can't breathe, Can't breathe, I can't
Agh

[Chorus: Dytenna]
Discerning my inner monachopsis
Living life, breaking down is when I prop bliss up
On the pedestal, I know I got this
I might crown myself within the words, top it up
A savior complex full of conscious
Kids out of place searching for the why of topics, what?
Living out of "war" cause I fought this
Faint imbalance, gotta go and chop this up
Discerning my inner monachopsis
Living life, breaking down is when I prop bliss up
On the pedestal, I know I got this
I might crown myself within the words, top it up
A savior complex full of conscious
Kids out of place searching for the why of topics, what?
Living out of "war" cause I fought this
Faint imbalance, gotta go and chop this up

[Verse 1: Dytenna]
Break the teeth of life
Feel down as though "I'm just supposed to be"
I don't want to channel it, I'm losing all this
Folding me in a predetermined path of living
It's just molding me through coding me to be paralyzed on a slowed week
The non-stop pace insane
Your shin locked in chimp cages
Splitting part time and missing my train, too
Miss who I love, what a mistake
What a mistake, what a mistake
But you can't go lost
Getting everything that you ever wanted: It's gon' burn you

[Chorus: Dytenna]
Discerning my inner monachopsis
Living life, breaking down is when I prop bliss up
On the pedestal, I know I got this
I might crown myself within the words, top it up
A savior complex full of conscious
Kids out of place searching for the why of topics, what?
Living out of "war" cause I fought this
Faint imbalance, gotta go and chop this up

[Verse 2: Dytenna]
I broke the shackles but I'm lost, still
Can't control what happens, but I can feel
What the right response is to it 'cause will-
Power breaches from my aching arms 'till
I flee what is not needed, take the pill
I'm ready to cleanse, read, write and heal
Imma' grate my teeth until I do urbex
Hop trains: Illegal freedom, for real. Agh

[Bridge: Saint Sleep]
All my days are fading
Head is leaking, I don't get it,secret faking
Hole in my chest getting spacious
All my days are fading
Head is leaking, I don't get it, Secret faking
Hole in my chest getting spacious

[Verse 3: Saint Sleep]
I've been so outta place lately (ay yo)
Wade through my troubles I be waist deep (ay)
Hate me but I hate you
Thought we were through with the game that we play
Every single day that I wait for this shit to change it's a waste
Might as well do something all about it
Yet I found what I love but it's just the same as all that I dislike
I can't remember how to smile
No life, no type of lust in your eyes
No rights, no slice of the misery pie
Bound to objects that I can't fathom: waste of compassion
Sadness eat away at the corners of my mouth
I'm just another person wading in the busy streets
A mouse to a cat and that cat is just me
It's funny how I'm sure that I'll never feel free (yuh, yuh)

[Bridge: Dytenna]
Back to the tank of my nature
I don't wanna go ablaze in my fate, yuh
Concentrate on dying, looking for a why
To my wise thoughts, "no, don't wanna dive so low"
Feeling out of line when I breathe, I might sew
Nostrils and mouth shut, I might sheathe what I know
Into a pit that's decrepit of passion
It's a shot to the foot that I'll take
Breaking the mind to free up space
For the rhymes to pack up fights for the blind dome; Break up the time
"I don't need nothing. By myself is where I shine"
Nah, I'm baking in lies: I gotta rupture disguise
Scrambling for a "label"
And we all sheep trapped in a stable
I don't wanna chase it, I might wander but erase it
I don't wanna crave, just face it, yeah

[Chorus: Dytenna]
Discerning my inner monachopsis
Living life, breaking down is when I prop bliss up
On the pedestal, I know I got this
I might crown myself within the words, top it up
A savior complex full of conscious
Kids out of place searching for the why of topics, what?
Living out of "war" cause I fought this
Faint imbalance, gotta go and chop this up