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[Verse 1]
As my heart turns black and I forget everything that we did
Every second that my heart was mistaken
It left me trustless, my consciousness broken
Now all I have is these drugs that you hate
Benzos and liquor, I'm killing my brain
Skin clings to bone, I can't bear to eat
Knowing you're gone, I can't bear to breathe

[Verse 2]
Come back, please, said you'd never go
You been feeling this way for a while but I never know
Cigarettes and caffeine in the morning
Watch the sun come up and think about all the times that I woke up
Next to you and how it'll never happen again
How I'll never put your lips on mine
How I'll never see those beautiful eyes

[Verse 3]
What's the point of pouring out my heart if you already moved on?
Habits I promised I'd break
My love for you was but a mistake
My heart and soul are so confused, thought it was you
You don't want what we had
All I want is that back
Is that too much to ask?