Moonless Night

[Verse]
It's become problematic that out of habit
You dissociate from sanity when it's imperative for you to grab it
What's happening to you, you're borderline psychotic
Changing from boiling to chilling to lucid to cryptic
Honestly I've had it / Can't we return to exuberance
Swimming in the blissful deceit of inexperience
When it was a legitimate commitment, not obligation
When my faith was absolute and I didn't have strange sensations
The reflection in your eyes, the faceless figure
Is distraught, uncomfortable, and bitter
I've tried to avoid this exact situation
Disputing this inexorable confrontation
So before I recede hear this last confession
I've faltered and become susceptible to temptation
Because of choices I can't make and unexplored options
In my unbound imagination I've committed treason
My misconceptions forward our pending detonation
Subsiding hopes of reparation or vindication

[Pre-Chorus]
Cross my arms / Lay me in my casket
Immerse me in the black below
Farewell my closest companion
There will never be another like you

[Chorus]
Tonight stars drip from the sky
Tonight color fades out of my life
Tonight my perception falls to the ultimate decline
Tonight I say goodbye under this Moonless Night

[Verse]
In the backlash of the repercussions of your own actions
Your behavior, my condition worsened in conjunction
The candle we lit refused to sustain it's flame
Our finest recollection has fallen out of its frame
I wished to overwrite truth I had to acquiesce
I couldn't accent fully cause of my resentments
Hesitation, insecurities, anxiety, and suspicion
Were over my head clouding my intuition
You hit me like a thunderstorm on the offensive
And so insensitive when cowering and acting defensive
You were supposed to be my relief instead you were a burden
You were hurting me, burning me, of that I am certain
So believe I'm aggrieved only in part to your leave
I bereave and deceased I'll have copious time to grieve

[Pre-Chorus]
Cross my arms / Lay me in my casket
Immerse me in the black below
Farewell my closest companion
There will never be another like you

[Chorus]
Tonight stars drip from the sky
Tonight color fades out of my life
Tonight my perception falls to the ultimate decline
Tonight I say goodbye under this Moonless Night

[Verse]
The divided attention, prior commitments
Pre-requisitions, mass competition
Altercations, indecent decision
Detoured our direction into separation
I pursued a connection sought in desperation
From fear of neglect in a familiar dimension
I thought you were my salvation
Re-evaluation granted me comprehension
You forced me to find refuge in a dreamscape
Comfort was given by illusions as my escape
Born was intense apathy worsened with each encounter
Silent cries ferociously siphoned my willpower
This is my toughest endeavor / I'm in shock
Paralyzed and dislocated from bottom to top
Disembodied, spiritless, hopeless
Yes, you were my stress / No, you weren't the best
What you offered was conditional, I couldn't accept the terms
Still I was held accountable, my testimony affirms
I tried to tolerate your demons and was eaten alive
Your repeated crimes added further to my demise
Detest me, reject me, erase me now
Guide yourself to a new path / Let me drown
The final lesson that you taught me
Eventually everybody sprees
I'm doomed to die lonely