Momentz

When push came to shove
I fell flat on my face
And lost myself in a drug induced haze

I use to think the world
Was simple, didn't know how much
Would chance, until i lost my
Father, it kinda changed
My views on things

Wish i would of spent more time with
Him. I apologize for my mood
Swings and fights that left us
Torn apart, it was truly dumb. I
Wish you could see me how much you
Meant to me

But the time is up and gone and I
Finally admitted I need
Therapy, i'm doing better with my
Stress and your memory lives on
With me, it was hard to watch
Illness lay you to rest

I think of all the things that you
Use to suggest to me, and if i could
Be half the man that you were i'd
Be truly blessed

Day don't shine like they just
Use to, some wounds don't heal
Like there supposed to
There's not one day that i don't think
About you

I hope that your at peace
And know we really
Miss you dad

You've been running through
My head every single day, it
Must have been something that
You said
Cuz it won't go away...

Go Away
Away...
Go Away
Away...

I runs though my head like
Track at thee Olympics, and even
Though we're different, we still
Insisted, on being persistent in
Making this work

Even though i'm a jerk,through
Them tears i can make
You smirk

And you don't think it hurts me, to
Know my own insanity, had made
Me so un-happy, that i
Hope somebody caps me
And buries my body in this
Catacomb of nothing, and before
I'm dead and gone, I hope y'all
Learn something
From my mistakes, don't raise the
Stakes unless you can pump
The brakes, and slow down cause
When it goes down, you need to
Throw down

I'm grown now
An i'm a stand my own ground, and
Try to stay positive like my man
Tre Pound

But back to you boo, i meant it
When i said i loved you, and my
Ignorance is why everybody else
Was placed above you

I hope i die for this
Selfishness that i inherit, and if
You leave, at least i have Garrett

You've been running through
My head every single day, it
Must have been something that
You said
Cuz it won't go away...

Go Away
Away...
Go Away
Away...