[Verse 1]
Mixed feelings in my chest
And I been losing sleep, yeah I been losing rest
Life got me stressed out
I don’t wanna be a let down
But I won’t be one anymore, I’m tired of this sad shit
Always been closing doors, now I’m living lavish
Can’t focus on what I did, it’s in the past tense
Let that shit ride on the wind, gotta move past it
I don’t have anything in my deck but I won't fold
I done tore myself apart, heart is still made of gold
All the progress I’ve made, I won’t turn it to waste
I’ve made it this far, so I ain’t going away
[Bridge]
I know that i’ll make it through
Fuck what you think, don’t got shit to prove
I’m on my own shit now, fuck you, goodbye
Take a break, sit down, realize
[Chorus]
I just gotta keep my head down, arms tucked
And push through this shit
You told me quiet down, well who’s quiet now, I refuse to quit
I ain’t gonna miss you a bit
Took my heart and you used it
Took advantage of my trust and then you abused it
Please, believe me when I say
I won’t miss you a bit
[Verse 2]
Things are looking up and I’m cracking out of my shell
I don’t know what I’m doing but I know that I’m raising hell
Always felt like I didn’t know enough
Always thought that I wasn’t good enough
Growing up
Now look at me and look at how far I’ve come, what I’ve done
People too busy making fun of me
You know I may be young and I may be a loser
But at least I’ll be a rich one
Never falling took a minute took a break
Back and balling, this my calling, this is fate
I’ll be doing this until the end of my days
Won't let time go to waste, and I
[Chorus]
I just gotta keep my head down, arms tucked
And push through this shit
You told me quiet down, well who’s quiet now, I refuse to quit
I ain’t gonna miss you a bit
Took my heart and you used it
Took advantage of my trust and then you abused it
Please, believe me when I say
I won’t miss you a bit
[Verse 3]
It’s crazy how much has changed in 6 months
It’s crazy how much I’ve changed, and how I’ve f-f-fixed up
I’m not the same kid that I was before
Now I know what I’m doing and I know what I’m living for
2020, back to basics, I didn’t need no Lasik
Just to see where I’d be in a few years
I was living in the past, waiting for time to pass
Now I’m driven in the future, and I know that I’m here to last
[Outro]
Find time, just to fly away
Find out, that I made mistakes
But if I’m being honest it ain’t an issue
Fuck you, I won’t miss you