Miserable

We parked your car
Down the street in the dark
Can’t remember where that was
You were kissing me a lot

We had sex
In a yellow tent
With the ocean by the front door
In a trailer park

Am I hard to love
With a heart so tough
You could cut me
And I wouldn’t feel a thing

Do I make you miserable

I never changed
I just learned how to quit
As the water slowly boiled
I just got used to it

I’m glad you stayed
‘Cause my demons did
A tiger in a cage
Eyeing up a little kid

Do I slow you down
With my heavy frown
If you floated
I would sink like a stone