Midnight Math

I've been doing midnight math
To calculate how long the party lasts
Looking for the perfect place
To wonder if we made enough mistakes
We had a real good run
But think of all the drugs we could’ve done
It’s probably too late now
It would just be kind of sad to see us tripping out

‘cause lately I've been studying you in my sleep
Trying to comprehend you in proportion to me
Hoping I unrecognize your face before I dig too deep
And find out that you’re all that I need

I heard you were doing midnight math
Just trying to divide me from your past
But I knew we were meant for morе
So I found the key and rushed up to your door
It turns out thеre ain’t no lock
Just a “sorry that you missed us” cardboard clock
It keeps reassuring me
That it’s just like in the movies
Yeah just not the ones I've seen

‘cause lately I've been studying you in my sleep
Trying to comprehend you in proportion to me
Spiraling like fire spreading wild across the drive-in screen
Like it’s opening night for my dreams

Hey life’s a beach
And happiness is skipping rope with grief
So I'm holding tight
Committing to the bit that we’re alright
‘cause it’s all just midnight math
When they multiply you by your better half
The equation’s never done
But I'm finding out that sometimes love
Is shutting the fuck up

So lately I've been studying you in my sleep
Trying not to contemplate the chances you’ll leave
Praying we’re adjacent when we wake up from the make believe
Hope you’re making sense of me