Mi Goreng Seasoning

[Verse]
Yo, I never felt so
Defeated in my whole life, smokin' weed again
Every evenin', yo, sleepin' in till 3 PM
Uh, I will—I will call you back at my convenience
I'm wonderin' if anyone has ever died from tedium
Or overdosed on mi goreng seasonin'
I'm sure I'll be the first to find out, feel like leavin' in
The mornin', I am done with this; I'm under stress
And I just feel like I've got nothin' left, a drunken mess
Tryna stumble up a bunch of steps with a busted leg
And a cask of red with more drugs in me than Hunter S
You know you've done your best when everyone's depressed
And your mum's upset you did a song with Uncle 6 about your death
Nah, I ain't suicidal, nah, I like livin'
I just think that I could maybe try it different
Yeah, with a cool million, I'd be better off
'Cause jack's in my bank account and William's in my letterbox
These days I'm scared to check the mail even
Barely have a chance to read the leader 'fore the snails eat it
Either I am insanely poor or I'm crazy broke
Maybe both, rockin' hand-me-ups from my baby bro
I felt some negative since I was off the radio
Yeah, least I got a positive K/D, though
And underrated flow, that's an understatement, feel it's undebatable
But still cop a flamin' from them hater folk
I shouldn't let it phase me, yo, but fuck that
I wanna bottle up the water from the ducks back
And save the shit for later, and spray it in their faces in the future
I wrap rings around 'em like a jeweller, uh
I'm freestylin', smokin' weed while I'm wearin' one of them
Antique iron helmets people deep-sea dive in
Just tryna save the high, it's almost light outside
So maybe I should say goodnight, goodnight