messed it up

[Intro]
I guess I'll try to put it behind me then

[mckel]
And I swear—
And I swear that if I fuck up, I won't come back
If you hate me, then that's it, man
I promise I can be better, man
You won't look at me like awful, man
I promise I'll make it different
I can't change anything, dead on the pavement
Bad days are coming, I feel it, I feel it
I can't do anything, can't make a difference
Fuck it all, fuck it all, don't wanna feel it
Cover my mouth, I can't scream, I can't hear this
I cannot handle this
I cannot handle this
Fuck up my life, leave me dead on the pavement
Dead on the pavement
It's what I deserve, man
Dead on the pavement
It's what I deserve, man
Dead on the pavement
Dead on the—
Dead on the pavement

[xxcrush]
Promise that this real life
I don't feel alive
But this alright
Promise it'll be okay
Sorry if it so backwards
Wanna be a actor
You could prolly guess my password
Stuck in my head like my favourite song
Like my favourite obsession
I'm pretty sure this could be heaven
I'm so fucking high that I can see heaven
Heaven, heaven, heaven
I already said these rhymes
Let me practice these lines for the thousandth time

[inssekt]
Drop a pill and forget
Remember what you said, you again
I can't get back that feeling
But I swear, this time, I feel it
I take one more 'n I up the dose
I take two more 'cause I hold, I close
I never wanna let you go (Too much)

Look into my eyes
Telling I'm just fine
Tell I'm not dying
Dying
Dying

Dying
Dying
Dying