Melancholy (samurai champloo)

Cortez:
Olive kittridge, watch papers fly into the bay
Break back for cash like batman v bane
Spirited away i walk round with no face
Solace for the demo tape
Seppuku for my empty days
Body clank, hit the floor like loose change
Keep a ratchet bullet hit the wall through my brain
Blood pound on the kick splashing on my face
Dancing with the hi hats lowered in my grave
Flowers on the dirt, roots of the earth stretching into place
I’ve felt worse but i know hell awaits
That bitter taste on my mouth, kicking til i break
Shadows lurking in the corner of my eye
I’m the lord of the flies
Stranded in my own thoughts
Caught up in my own lies
Suicide to the point where you don’t need the chalk
I stepped out of line had no choice but to fall

Digital aids:
I ain't leaving rock bottom so im scraping at it
I've been here way too long but i can't stay so static
This nothing in my life has made my brain go manic
I panic at everything, i just dont know how im still standing
Like i can't breathe around my partners
Who i trust more than my mama
Who might be dead by mañana
Miss when my problems were drama
And i miss my marijuana
Barely care about those cough ups
Cuz lets be honest, staying anxious ain't go make me stronger
I can't
I can't
I can't make it out this hole where its always dusk
And it ain't mutual, no one i can trust
Everything i touch just turns to dust
God i fucking knew i should've given up
I can't make it out this hole where its always dusk
And it ain't mutual, no one i can trust
Everything i touch just turns to dust
God i fucking knew i should've given up