Mechassault

[Verse 1]
They don’t have a clue of what I’m even going through
Staring at me like hey you are you new?
Yeah, cause they don’t even go up and say it
They don’t even give me any reason for staying
Finger on the trigger, my presence don’t linger
They only recognize me since I’m a rap singer
Uh, they’ve known me for quite a while
And never once have they ever hit me up with a dial
I tried my best to reach out and get to know em
But they only cared for themselves so I left em
I could disappear and nobody would notice
So far gone they couldn’t even tell if I was broken
Can’t believe I’m still talking bout this
My heart use to be so warm now it’s the coldest
I wonder if I mean anything to them
But I guess it won’t matter if my life came to an end
No care but I don’t care if they give a care
By the time they care I’d be up in my own affairs
No fair, why’s it always me
I remember I always get picked last for a team
So sick of them, I hate it when they complain
All those little things that they claim are pain
Such a pain, I can’t help but feel wanted
I’m being honest I ain’t tryna be modest
No sort of common sense they’re so brainless
To have them reach this far is such an amazement
Not a surprise that I always oppose
I suppose I do this cause I don’t wanna be with one of those
We’ve all known each other for a long time now
Now it’s just a look and then we say ciao
I thought there was something in store for us
But all those hopes and dreams turned into dust
I know people change it’s a familiar phase
All I can think of is that nothing was the same
Fame? That’s not what I dreamed for
I just wanted people close down to my core
But that’s too much to ask for even for one person
Cause they’d be wondering if I’m even worth it
I’m tired of wearing fake smiles and bright masks
While grudging from burdens and living in the past
Then all of a sudden they take notice in me
Do they really think that I could be swayed so easily?
No chance, I ain’t soft
Remember I used to be fluid but now I’m hard as a rock
They think they understand me and feel me
Yeah, but they don’t know The Real JGKC
What does it take to get people to notice me
What does it take for people to befriend me
Guess this is harder than I thought, no luck
They couldn’t care less if I was stuck
Enough of this, I’m done giving free smiles
Is death the price for significance? Sorry Kyle
If my existence isn’t worth their moment
Then I don’t have no reason for their future atonement
Go ahead and circle up with your little gang
Cause if you call out I won’t ask if you rang
They shouldn’t expect me to say catch ya later
They better not mistaken me for a hater
Cause what they’re doing is worse than hate
Shunning out my identity type of hate
And it’s worse cause they don’t even know it
Stuck up brats with their egos bloated
There ain’t no use for them to go and change
Cause now I’ve gotten used to all of the pain