Mean to You

[Chorus]
I wish I was mean to you
Wish I meant anything to you
Despite everything that I do
Why does it always lead me back to you?

[Verse 1]
When am I gonna see?
Every little thing that's right about you is wrong for me
I think we both agree, we're better off alone
We're better, we're better off alone, I think we both agree
Been avoidin' my therapist again
'Cause it's that much easier playin' pretend
Let it sit for five minutes
Then I go back and hit unsend (Sorry)
Every time I try to romanticize all the good times
I get hit with all the times you lied
And that's why, that's why
That's why

[Chorus]
Wish I was mean to you
Wish I meant anything to you (Wish I meant something)
Despite everything that I do
Why does it always lead me straight back to you?

[Verse 2]
When am I gonna feel butterflies with a nice guy?
I just wanna vibe with a dude who puts me in a good mood
Most of the time
Doin' everything I can to survive the night, uh
Been flaky lately (Been flaky)
Try not to hate me, baby (Don't hate me, babe)
Been flaky lately
Try not to hate me, baby

[Outro]
Uh, wish I was mean
Wish I knew, wish I, wish I, wish I
Wish I knew how to scream
'Cause I wish I was mean to you
I wish I was mean (I wish I, I wish I)