Me And My Madness

I hear string in songs when they're not there
I see things in darkness when I'm scared
I feel cold out when it's sunny

Make a joke and laugh about it
Feel like you're a moving target
Wish all this had never started

Cut my hair and then I cut my skin
Hurt myself instead of hurting him
Feels like it's a nightmare I'm in

Say one thing and think another
Stay in bed, cause you're not bothered
Pray that it will soon be over

He told you that he loved you, he'd stay with you
Oh, you're a fool
Don't believe what people say, they never stay anyway

He kissed me and then he stayed the night
I can't see that things could work out right
Seems as if I'll mess up some way

Hold his hand, the world seems all new
Understand things when he's near you
Now he's gone, it all seems untrue

He left her, he said he cared, that he'd be there
When you're scared
Don't believe what people say, they never stay anyway
(Don't believe what those people say, it's lies anyway)

(Chorus)
I don't think they will, I just can't sit still
Funny kind of ill, I don't wanna think about it
Showed me that your love, but it's not enough
I can't ever trust, I don't wanna think about it
You're there by my side, then I asked you why
Could it be you lied? I don't wanna think about it

My phone rings but there's no one there (hello?)
All my dreams have vanished in thin air
Was it real when you said you'd care

Once you kissed or did you dream it?
Bought a gift, but he's not seen it
How'd you know he didn't mean it?

When he's gone, it all goes wrong
Smashed up your home, now you're alone
Don't believe what people say, they never stay anyway
(Don't believe what those people say, it's lies anyway)

(Chorus)
I don't think they will, I just can't sit still
Maybe [?], I don't wanna think about it
Used to be before, how can I be sure?
How to be assured, I don't wanna think about it
You're there by my side, then I asked you why
Could it be you lied? I don't wanna think about it

All of what you said, goes round in my head
When I lie in bed, I don't wanna think about it
I'm too paranoid, you could get annoyed
So did other boys, I don't wanna think about it
Heard it all before, gets to be a bore
God, my head is sore, I don't wanna think about it