Make Up Your Mind/Catch Me I’m Falling

[DOCTOR MADDEN]
Walk with me, walk with me

[DIANA, spoken]
Okay, walking

[DOCTOR MADDEN]
Go all the way down
Down a long flight of stairs

[DIANA, spoken]
Ooh, stairs

[DOCTOR MADDEN]
Go step-by-step into the darkness down there

[DIANA, spoken]
Should we turn on a light?
You know, for the stairs?

[DOCTOR MADDEN]
Walk with me, down a hall
A hall that you know
At the end there's a door
It's a door that you've never laid eyes on before
Open the door
Open the door

(spoken)
Can you hear me Diana?

[DIANA, spoken]
Yes

[DOCTOR MADDEN, spoken]
Are you nervous?

[DIANA, spoken]
No

[DOCTOR MADDEN, spoken]
Good
Now

(sung)
Make up your mind to explore yourself
Make up your mind
You have stories to tell
We'll search in your past
For what sorrows may last
Then make up your mind to be well

[DAN, spoken]
Di, you come home from these sessions in tears
Is this helping or
Di?
Di?

[DIANA, spoken]
We were both undergrads, architecture
The baby wasn't planned
Neither was the marriage
I had always expected to be too busy but
When the baby came it all seemed to make sense, until-
Until

[DOCTOR MADDEN, spoken]
Until?

[DAN]
He's not here
He's not here
Love, I know

[DAN, DIANA, & NATALIE]
You know

[DOCTOR MADDEN]
Make up your mind that you're strong enough
Make up your mind
Let the truth be revealed
Admit what you've lost
And live with the cost
At times it does hurt to be healed

[GABE]
Catch me, I'm falling

[DOCTOR MADDEN, spoken]
In our first session you told me–

[GABE]
Catch me, I'm falling

[DOCTOR MADDEN, spoken]
That talking through your history–

[GABE]
Faster than anyone should

[GABE & DIANA]
Catch me, I'm falling

[DOCTOR MADDEN, spoken]
It feels like it's about someone else

[GABE & DIANA]
Please hear me calling

[DOCTOR MADDEN, spoken]
Make it about you

[GABE & DIANA]
Catch me, I'm falling for good

[HENRY, spoken]
Hey
I'm not supposed to be backstage, but, uh
For luck

[NATALIE, spoken]
Uh, d-did you see my my parents out there?

[HENRY, spoken]
Are you okay?

[NATALIE, spoken]
Yeah
Yeah, I'm fine, my dad said they'd both be here

[HENRY, spoken]
Okay, well I'm sure they will be

[NATALIE, spoken]
Will they?

[DIANA, spoken]
We had Natalie to rep–
And I know she knows
I couldn't hold her in the hospital

[NATALIE, spoken]
Where the hell are they?

[DIANA, spoken]
I couldn't let myself hold her

[DOCTOR MADDEN, spoken]
That's the first time you mentioned Natalie in weeks of therapy

[NATALIE, spoken]
God damnit

(singing)
She's not there

[NATALIE & GABE]
She's not there

[NATALIE, HENRY, GABE, & DAN]
She's not there

[DOCTOR MADDEN]
Make up your mind
You want clarity
Take what you know
And then make it make sense
Just face what you fear
And soon it comes clear
The visions are just your defense

[NATALIE, spoken]
Thank you for coming
Natalie Goodman

[DOCTOR MADDEN, spoken]
And try to understand what all of this is doing to you and to your family

[NATALIE, spoken]
Fu–

[DOCTOR MADDEN, spoken]
Your grief for your son
Your distance from Natalie

[NATALIE, spoken]
Sorry
Sorry, it's just, um
You know what the problem with classical music is?
It's so rigid, and structured, you have to play the notes on the page, there's no room for improvisation

[HENRY, spoken]
Oh, no

[DIANA & GABE]
Catch me I'm falling (I'm alive)

[DOCTOR MADDEN, NATALIE,DAN, & GABE]
Make up your mind (Take a look)
You can live at last (He's not here Take a look I'm alive)

[DOCTOR MADDEN, DIANA, & NATALIE]
Make up your mind to be fully alive (Falling The invisible girl)

[DOCTOR MADDEN, DIANA & NATALIE, DAN, & GABE]
Embrace what's inside (Alive)
(Falling) Replace what has died (Love)
Then make up your mind (It's Alive)
You'll survive (Time to go)

[DIANA, GABE, NATALIE & DAN, DOCTOR MADDEN, spoken]
Catch me, I'm falling (Unresolved loss can lead to depression)
Catch me, I'm falling (Fear of loss, to anxiety)
Flying head first into fate
Catch me, I'm falling (The more you hold on to something you've lost)
Please hear me calling
Catch me before it's too late (Depression, Anxiety)
Catch me before it's too late (Depression, Anxiety)
Catch me before it's too late (One gives rise to the other, it becomes a cycle)
Catch me, I'm falling
Catch me, I'm falling
Catch me, I'm falling