Lucky Break

Oh, ever since I left home
I've been so gullible
I'll eat up whatever you feed me
I'm your lucky break
Whatever you say, I'll believe
As long as you can use me
You'll just grit your teeth

I've been falling down
Tripping all on myself
Trying to stop choking
Trying to start growing
From my mistakes
Well, I drank all your poison
Said I'm done, but hey are you still coming over?
You know I'm not doing a fucking thing

Stomach's been killing me
My head's in-between my knees
Again

I know what's going on
I'm too tired to make it stop
Maybe I just don't care
It was nice having someone there
No matter who

While you're sucking thе life from me
Hold my hand
Won't you pleasе
Tell me lies to help me fall asleep
Won't you say you love me
Whispered through your teeth

Traded in my self respect
Closed my eyes, said you were a friend
I cannot change you
But I can change myself

Well I choose to stay the same
Been wasting time on a losing game
You can find someone else to use
'Cause I'm giving up on you
And growing up

Ever since I left home
I've been so gullible
I don't need you
So what have I to lose?
After everything why am I not over you?
It might take some time
But at least I know what I should do