Laughing At Myself

[Verse 1]
No I'm fine
I just can't tell where I lost track of time
I better start crawling
Inching closer to where I was when it died
Or where I lost my mind

[Chorus]
I'm gonna handle this
One of these days, I'm gonna stop sleeping in
'Cause I can't stand to face
All of my doubts and my fears
While I'm drowning in the
Thought of you laughing while I figure it out
Well don't you worry 'cause I'm laughing at myself

[Verse 2]
I've been chasing my tail for weeks now
I keep coming up flat
I'll hide from you until I'm sure that I climbed back again
Boy I hope I can climb back again
When I quit drinking I don't leave a bottle in the back of the fridge
So why when I open my phone do I see all your messages?
I guess you're just too hard to quit

[Bridge]
And I don't wanna admit
That after all of this time
You've still got a hold on me
But why do you think I'm doing
Everything I'm doing
To come across as functional

[Chorus]
I'm gonna handle this
One of these days, I'm gonna stop sleeping in
'Cause I can't stand to face
All of my doubts and my fears
While I'm drowning in the
Thought of you laughing while I figure it out
Well don't you worry 'cause I'm laughing at myself