Loudness

*ay* *ay*

Expose the dose of darkness inside me
I learned with ease and I can show you it
I'm driving a hearse, call him a fucking beat
I flowin' in the stream on it when I ain't sleep
Sometimes I feel fucking sick
But they say depression doesn't exist
Then why does it creep up on me every night like this
What makes a blade in people’s hands slip?
It's verbiage, call it what you want
But millions die from it
Doubt in the soul to stay here
Can you pick me up right now?
Because I'm tired of seeing this nightmare

Dig a fucking hole in my sick mind to fly and shine
Still drinking red wine
Trying not to let my dreams be nailed to The cross
Without hope for a better life
Put up with suffering, wait for death blindly
And who is the liar?
All i hear is the white noise surrounding
Don't try to read something in my red eyes
I will never find myself completely
Even in the depths of my mind I'm a hermit
Can I really count someone as a homie?
I don't leave home, I look like a living zombie
I close myself and don't leave this zone

I tried to feel calm in silence
But I feel good when I turn up the loudness
Everything that happens around is mindless
And in most cases you should not go in cycles

I tried to feel calm in silence
But I feel good when I turn up the loudness
Everything that happens around is mindless
And in most cases you should not go in cycles