Loud Chants

[Verse 1]
Sitting alone for hours, demons in my thoughts that I have dealt
For a fucking long ass time, trying my best to put it on the shelf
I've just been taking a break too focused on myself
You know I really don't give a fuck about the fame or the wealth
What the hell? You think I really care if they doubt me?
I'm visualizing and realizing the life around me
Thought about taking a break but I just still keep on rapping
You see I deleted songs cause I said shit that never happened
Was bashing women, got people thinking I am the villain
Never got jumped, wasn't that hated, never wanted to do the killing
Guess I wanted everyone to feel bad, wanted attention
Not competition, I'll be myself now that's my main mission

[Hook]
In front of me the curtain's moving, hearing some loud chants
Turning into the Cosmic me is when you'll see the crowd dance
After the show I'll have everyone into a trance
And take over this fucking place now that's a proud stance

[Verse 2]
May be rude but I'm an honest guy, I speak what's on my mind
Even when you can't handle the truth, Always trynna be kind
But others take that as a weakness and try abusing it all
They gonna keep hating and then they miss you soon as you fall
Create a new team and start firing shots like the Kraken
Used to be very loved, they used to adore Sebastian
But now I am very hated which is making me turn Cosmic
People being toxic and obnoxious, you best stop it this a caution
People doubting me that I can not fight demons well I fought it
Change is hitting me trying my best to think positive
Your thoughts and feelings can manifest these dark feeling's provocative
Not gonna give up, ain't no such thing for me as calling quits

The hate, they feed me those, the rest trynna get city hoes
Just out here talking to thousands of people like I'm making videos
They saying that Sebastian's wack, the others say I'm creating a rift
I can't sleep I've been up all night like working 3rd shift

[Hook]
In front of me the curtain's moving, hearing some loud chants
Turning into the Cosmic me is when you'll see the crowd dance
After the show I'll have everyone into a trance
And take over this fucking place now that's a proud stance

[Verse 3]
I do this for myself not to get approval from others anymore
Working my ass off until my fucking body's pretty sore
As long as I'm doing what I love I am happy
They said what you love doing? Never told them I was rapping
So here I am, on the stage now this is a fun phase
Only time I can feel some light and see some sun rays
My self love has been the same they think that I've become vain
Looking at me like a narcissist now that's a dumb take
Makes no fucking sense, realizing these people just talking shit
Blocking haters on my screen like I'm on the court setting picks
Then they fucking cry as soon as I take action
Can't take none of you faggots, oh wait can't even say that shit
Cause everything is becoming something that you can't say
If you do they'll get offended and get the gun out and spray
Taking lives for that, sounds like an excuse to do evil
Too bad you can't kill me if you try to you'll see a sequel

[Hook]
In front of me the curtain's moving, hearing some loud chants
Turning into the Cosmic me is when you'll see the crowd dance
After the show I'll have everyone into a trance
And take over this fucking place now that's a proud stance