In The Darkness

[Verse 1]
Made so many Cosmic albums they wonder why I'm so dark
Because I've been through rough shit that has fucked up my heart
And nobody cares, I'm looked at like a non existent person
Been praying to God it feels like the darkness has just worsened
Wishing this shit can be gone, seems like it's only dispersing
Dark urges determined to fuck up my life, feeling cursed and
I got people mean mugging me like they don't fuck with me at all
It's mostly the girls looking disgusted like I catcalled
But I'm getting used to it, wonder if it's my dark presence
Or maybe it's my talent increasing, my bars present
And it's just jealousy, telling me I suck cause they failed to be
Sebastian Dark, pulling views don't need to tell these peeps
Not even selling these, I'm just doing this for fun
And every time I get close to someone they fucking run
Getting hard for me to have friends, cause no one near me
Asking God what is going on, but can he hear me?

[Hook]
Been alone in the darkness for a long time
Voices telling me to do this but it's the wrong sign
Why the fuck you think I got two songs called the dark side?
People attacking us like they're actually hurting my pride
Making sure I can not stumble, so I try to be humble
Got the ego on my side though, cause there can be trouble
They could be using, and I don't want my freedom to stumble
Like Shaco said on Known Talent I make kingdoms crumble

[Verse 2]
But honestly the area that I'm in is so fucking trash
Guys in my school don't want to learn they just came for ass
I wouldn't be near these fucking girls with a condom wrapped dildo
People saying I don't got bitches "man you need to chill bro"
This world sexualizes everything, we need to be stopping this
With their fake approaching confidence yo it's so obvious
And people worshipping them like "oh man what a God he is"
Just like UK brothers always say to Jabokius
Blasted up for no simple reason
They separate from God, all because of treason
And some people don't even be making it out breathin'
So why the fuck would I participate? Not even deceiving
I just know I can do better, not trynna get closer to demons
Some people think I'm lame for not doing quote on quote lit things
I don't give a fuck about money, parties and getting bling
But you best believe, my loot's stacked up like a RuPaul weave
So if you need help getting to the light then follow me

[Hook]
Been alone in the darkness for a long time
Voices telling me to do this but it's the wrong sign
Why the fuck you think I got two songs called the dark side?
People attacking us like they're actually hurting my pride
Making sure I can not stumble, so I try to be humble
Got the ego on my side though, cause there can be trouble
They could be using, and I don't want my freedom to stumble
Like Shaco said on Known Talent I make kingdoms crumble