Lotus

[Intro]
Yeah, yeah

[Chorus]
I’m a sinner in a cold world
Just an addict, with some words, always unheard
Speaking love from my tongue to a lil blur
She want that vivi on her neck with the white pearls
She sitting on the roof with the lil birds
She drink it til she dead, she was screaming at the first
Person who could love her through the known fuckin worst
Tryna tell me everything i have I don’t deserve and

[Verse 1]
You never showed me what you needed how could I tell
That you was dying you was bleeding in yo hotel
Tryna make it out yo house down in snellville
Yo parents fucked up they never taught you how to feel
And now it’s on me to raise you, in yo red heels
Going out, tryna fuck another man still
And I’ll eat this fuckin pill and hope my soul heals
All this yelling back and forth about our next meal
So I gave you what I’m eating , and I starved still
Tryna ground up loose change for your phone bill
When you promised last time that you’d pay a lil
She said that she could never change, she don’t feel guilt
I’d never change for you, you know that I never will
She pop a molly ‘fore we fuck up on that red quilt
And pass out by 11 watching old films
These walls talking to me bout the way we built

[Chorus]
And I think that I’m a sinner in a cold world
Just an addict, with some words, always unheard
Speaking love from my tongue to a lil blur
She want that vivi on her neck with the white pearls
She sitting on the roof with the lil birds
She drink it til she dead, she was screaming at the first
Person who could love her through the known fuckin worst
Tryna tell me everything i have I don’t deserve

[Verse 2]
Locked to my heart shit and I know it’s a curse
Singing in my car, saying it can’t get worse
Thinking bout the times that I never can reverse
It’s crazy how yo love nearly put me in a hearse
I got a lot of questions, if i asked, then I would burst
But I’ll only ever talk to yo ass through a verse, yeah
I could never speak to you cause I know it still hurts, yeah

[Outro]
*Raining*