Lost it all

Patiently waiting for the silence
I stare up at the clouds
No where near so cold
[?]
[?]

They said to step outside, and I'll find my chair
I'd be gone but I never been so high I get scared
I blanked when I was on the other side
But ah, there's no way to get the answer I'm looking for
Sometimes it's hard to admit defeat
It's much easier to plead insanity
Hurt my ego, I know it fills me with vanity
Oh, don't get too close, I expect you to abandon me
Oh, I might ovеrdose instead of thinkin' 'bout what I should've [?]
[?] to my hеad, wonder what I could become
[?], I can't shut 'em up
In my mind, I heard a noise, I hear sounds, I [?]

Try to let me die, in my mind, I been gone, way too long
Stuck in the past, where it all goes wrong
Try to move forward and I lost it (all)

Lost it all, lost it all, lost it a-a-all
Lost it all, lost it all, lost it all
All, lost it all, lost it all, lost it a-a-all
Lost it all, lost it all, lost it all
All, lost it all, lost it all, lost it a-a-all
Lost it all, lost it all, lost it all
All, lost it all

They said to step outside, and I'll find my chair
I'd be gone but I never been so high I get scared
I blanked when I was on the other side
But ah, there's no (way to get) the answer I'm looking for
They said to step outside, and I'll find my chair
I'd be gone but I never been so high I get scared
I blanked when I was on the other side
But ah, there's no way to get the answer I'm looking for
But ah, there's no way to get the answer I'm looking for