Fly like a bird hang by a rope

[Intro]
I can't picture my life unless I'm going through hell
I feel stuck in the dark like i fell down a well
My nerves are cold, just keep bre-breathin' slow
Once I find my way out, I'm on a journey right back home
I'll be up at 3 A.M. thinkin' 'bout the opportunities I've lost
I looked back at the choices I've made, like "At what cost?"
But if I did it over again, I'd make the same mistakes
I need to get sober again, but I can't deal with this pain
Look me in my face so you could see it
I just might do it
But I don't wanna believe it
I don't know what to believe in
Livin' my lifе so confused
I don't even know what I'm seeing
This could bе the death of me, and I wouldn't even know
If this was the last breath of me, I probably would've choked, no
I can't even joke, I really think it's my time to go
I could fly like my bird and still be hanging by a rope
I might shed a tear just saying that
'Cause it's the saddest thing-

[Verse]
Wake up on the wrong side of the bed like every morning
May stay focused off an addy, but these days I can't keep rolling
I pop perkies in my daydreams, no wonder I keep snoring
'Til I put that phone up in my face when I'm asleep
There's no recording
If I switched up, they call it foul play
They'd do it to me any day of the week
See me building up my strength
They ain't fuck with me when I was weak
I hit the peak
Off of these tabs I took when I was sixteen
They fuckin' locked me in that cage where I belong
Feel like a animal
Dunkin' on a goofy fuckin' with me
Like it's basketball
No, I ain't have to get involved
But I'm still here standin' tall
I can't deal with half of y'all
You could never leave me battered, oh
Live in the city where they back do'?
So I jumped off the patio
My life feeling like the saddest joke
Going through it so I had to smoke
Falling out, might pack a bowl
If it was between me or you, I'd still be mad that you had to go
I can't picture my life unless I'm going through hell
I feel stuck in the dark like i fell down a well
My nerves are cold, just keep bre-breathin' slow
Once I find my way out, I'm on a journey right back home
I'll be up at 3 A.M. thinkin' 'bout the opportunities I've lost
I looked back at the choices I've made, like "At what cost?"
But if I did it over again, I'd make the same mistakes
I need to get sober again, but I can't deal with this pain
Look me in my face so you could see it
I just might do it
But I don't wanna believe it
I don't know what to believe in
Livin' my life so confused
I don't even know what I'm seeing
This could be the death of me and I wouldn't even know
If this was the last breath of me, I probably would've choked, no
I can't even joke, I really think it's my time to go
I could fly like my bird and still be hanging by a rope
I might shed a tear just saying that
'Cause it's the saddest thing I know

[Outro]
So you could see it
I just might do it
But I don't wanna believe it
I don't know what to believe in
Livin' my life so confused
I don't even know what I'm seeing
This could be the death of me and I wouldn't even know
If this was the last breath of me, I probably would've choked, no
I can't even joke, I really think it's my time to go
I could fly like my bird and still be hanging by a rope
I might shed a tear just saying that
'Cause it's the saddest thing I know