Lost Childhood

[Verse 1: SCUM]
Wide awake The Boogeyman up in your closet
Eight years old and terrified the monster's not under your bed
He is next door, the door is cracked and so you watch afraid to close it
As your mom gets beat to death and the monster doing it is your dad
You wanna scream out, but words don't come out
As your father puts the hammer down and goes to wipe
His hands that are bloody as your mother's body
On the wall, then sits and he hits his methamphetamine pipe
All your life there was no food up on the tablе
Never able to watch no cablе, forced to watch your mother suck dicks and fuck a bunch of strangers
And at times you were in danger of being found and then molested
So she could make an extra buck (Fuck)
Was so excited when your dad got out of prison
Thought you'd finally have a reason to get up when you awoke
Never met him but was hoping for his love, your heart was hoping
But he told you only reason you were born is the condom broke

[Chorus: SCUM]
Your (Your) child (child) hood is over (Go!)
You will never (Ha!)
You will never (Ha!)
You will never, ever, ever get it back (Back!)
Your (Your) child (child) hood is over (Go!)
Can't relive it (Ha!)
Can't rewind it (Ha!)
Standing on a chair with a fuckin' rope around your neck (Neck!)

[Verse 2: SCUM]
Had a brother but he died when you were seven
Wondering if he went to heaven even though he was runnin' dope
Makin' that money for your father, he got shot by an undercover
Heard that God was unforgiving, given that, there must be hope
He was kind to you and rarely used to hit you
Best of all he even went and bought you ice cream once or twice
But your father and your mother, well, they hated one another
Had to fuel their addiction and your brother paid the price (Twice!)
What he left behind was a shoebox
That was hidden but you knew about his stash
And inside that box was a deuce deuce
That he'd use if someone robbed him for his cash
So you got that and you cocked that
Throwaway and then you sneak up on your dad
From behind as he is smoking crystal meth and while he's choking
From the hip, you raise the burner and you shoot him in the head

[Chorus: SCUM]
Your (Your) child (child) hood is over (Go!)
You will never (Ha!)
You will never (Ha!)
You will never, ever, ever get it back (Back!)
Your (Your) child (child) hood is over (Go!)
Can't relive it (Ha!)
Can't rewind it (Ha!)
Standing on a chair with a fuckin' rope around your neck (Neck!)