Drowning

[Verse 1: SCUM]
Wanted to pay the rent but I couldn't keep from buying drugs, no
Fuckin' self-control, when I make a call to my main connect
Hatin' on this waitin', drinkin' the Jäger, killin' the time
Goin' to the liquor store when I get some more but I know in fact
This motherfucker needs to hurry up and get here
I gotta get high, I really, really gotta get high
Never mind, the rent's already spent, you don't want to come near
Me with a feigning heart, if letting 'em come then you might just die
I triеd to quit it, even got myself a J-O-B
But you see, thеy fired me over something dumb
When they get my fix, better go and visit them with the .44
Dammit, there's a bitch and her motherfuckin' time will come
I see the lights bright, it was right as pullin' up, yo
About time, the wait was long and got me stressed
Handed 'em the bread, instead of drugs he pulled the gun on me
With the batch in hand, that's when I shot 'em in the chest

[Chorus: SCUM]
I'm drowning, I'm sinking
Caught up in this drug abuse along with heavy drinking
I'm slipping, I'm falling
Cannot get back on my feet, I must resort to crawling
I'm drowning, I'm dying
Knowing when my casket shut, nobody will be crying
And so I stand with this gun in my hand
I'm past the point of no return, I'm ready for my life to end

[Verse 2: SCUM]
Label me a cop killer, nobody gives a fuck that
Narc that I had to blast was about to get me for my dough
Posing as a dope dealer with a gat
I won't let him accomplish that and I had to let the bullet go
And so I got no drugs that take the edge off
I took the badge off him and I left the scene
I'm payin' a visit to my former place of minimum wage employment
With the pistol in my hand and an extra loaded magazine
You said I don't fit in and had a problem with my attendance and appearance from the start
Having a patient situation, didn't call for my termination
Now my boss is on his knees with a barrel aiming at his heart
And it's over, blood all over
Anyone in this bitch can get it 'til this is the end
Nobody wanna be the hero
Know your chance is close to zero
If I'll succeed instead I'm bleeding out and dying by my hand

[Chorus: SCUM]
I'm drowning, I'm sinking
Caught up in this drug abuse along with heavy drinking
I'm slipping, I'm falling
Cannot get back on my feet, I must resort to crawling
I'm drowning, I'm dying
Knowing when my casket shut, nobody will be crying
And so I stand with this gun in my hand
I'm past the point of no return, I'm ready for my life to end

[Verse 3: SCUM]
I can hear the sirens, time is almost up now
So I'm dippin' out now, havin' to shake the spot
Making a run to get my freedom
Knowing they close, but hope to beat 'em
When I spot that bitch that got me fucked in court for child support
I'm finna kill that cunt if that's the last thing
I get to do before my coffin lid is shut
I got my mind made, so I pull the switchblade
When I reach that bitch, her fuckin' throat is gettin' cut
I'll cut the slut for all the fuckin' drama
This baby mama cost and got me caught up in
Now that I caught her and I got her
Payin' a price, I feel like I taught her ass a lesson
As I'm passin' by, I'll die when I have to grin
So let's begin the suicide by cop now
Let's get it over cause my back's against the wall
Now that I've got my ass surrounded and the warning shots have sounded
'Bout to be dead and full of lead before my body goes to fall

[Chorus: SCUM]
I'm drowning, I'm sinking
Caught up in this drug abuse along with heavy drinking
I'm slipping, I'm falling
Cannot get back on my feet, I must resort to crawling
I'm drowning, I'm dying
Knowing when my casket shut, nobody will be crying
And so I stand with this gun in my hand
I'm past the point of no return, I'm ready for my life to end