​losing streak

[Verse 1: CRVIG]
Can't love myself (But I want it)
I need help (To be honest)
It's a problem I can't deal with
Wish that I just couldn't feel at all
And if I fall, hope I land on my feet
Then maybe I'll break this losing streak

[Chorus: CRVIG]
'Cause each day it's the same thing
Walk into the function, I know everybody hate me
And I can't lie, it's made me crazy
I've been thinkin' 'bout "what will it be like when I'm 6 feet deep?"
Just let me sleep
I see heaven in my reach
Tryna do it for the kids feelin' just like me
Beggin' on my knees
Lord, help me please
'Cause each day it's the same thing

[Verse 2: hovis]
And I no longer feel okay in this skin
I tried to channel all my feelings that were way deep within, oh
And please don't try to go spin a different narrative that I'm pushing
Who are you to kid, whoa
Maybe I was naive
Maybe I thought everything around me was way too bleak
Maybe blood wasn't enough, I need to go get some sleep
Maybe if I put my head above the water, I'll breathe, yeah

[Chorus: CRVIG]
'Cause each day it's the same thing
Walk into the function, I know everybody hate me
And I can't lie, it's made me crazy
I've been thinkin' 'bout "what will it be like when I'm 6 feet deep?"
Just let me sleep
I see heaven in my reach
Tryna do it for the kids feelin' just like me
Beggin' on my knees
Lord, help me please
'Cause each day it's the same thing

[Outro: CRVIG]
I can't front, I've been feelin' out of luck
I feel like Angelus, I'm running out of love
I tried to get into the optimists club
But I didn't think they'd let me in