​black cat

[Intro]
(Found myself out of luck again)
(Losing all my friends, yeah, yeah)
(Found myself out of luck, yeah, yeah)

[Verse 1]
Found myself out of luck again
Losing all my friends
I just want this to go away
I know I can't just play pretend
I'm at my wit's end
And I wanna know what you would say if I
Up and left this all behind
I know you've never seen me cry
I think about it every night
I lied when I said I'm alright
I wanna know if I'll be here
In five to ten to twenty years
It's scary to think I could die
But somehow makes it all alright

[Pre-Chorus]
I'm sorry
I think about these things a lot and it's exhausting
Because you're everything I want, but what if you leave?
Bеcause you're evеrything I want, but what if you leave?
Where would that put me?

[Chorus]
I'm trying hard not
To let it get in the way of the things that I've got
Because I'm everything I set out not to become
And I just wanna run
And if I fall back down again, I'll never see the sun

[Verse 2]
Never see the sun again
Tears are blowing in the wind
Think that this might be the end, the end, the end
Stepped outside my circle once
Now I'm feeling like I'm lost
Devil telling me he wants to be my friend
Wear depression like a hazmat
I can't really mask that
Feeling like a black cat
I don't want that
I can't be the one you need
I know I'm your everything
Please keep holding on for me
I'm sorry

[Pre-Chorus]
I'm sorry
I think about these things a lot and it's exhausting
Because you're everything I want, but what if you leave?
Because you're everything I want, but what if you leave?
Where would that put me?

[Chorus]
I'm trying hard not
To let it get in the way of the things that I've got
Because I'm everything I set out not to become
And I just wanna run
And if I fall back down again, I'll never see the sun