​​losercore 1: i just can’t care [Foreword]

[Post 1]
my life is giving losercore. but i can't care. i only have a few friends, but i can't care. i'm uglier than most, but i can't care. i have bad taste, but i can't care. i just can't care about little things like this.

[Post 2]
because there are more important things to worry about or care about. school, work, things like that. i'm fine with how i am. i don't care that most of my relationships are parasocial. i just care too much about shit like that. it's the loser in me. my poor choices reflect on me and everyone. and i apologize. even when it isn't my fault. that's just my loser complex, waiting to lose again.

[Post 3]
i'm going through one of the worst and most miserable times of my life right now. i'm trying to make it better. and a simple trick can't and won't fix my predicaments. and i'm sick of seeing couples being all lovey dovey when i can't even have someone in the friend zone who cares about me. my living hells come true on a weekly basis. i see things and point them out in my mind when nobody else would probably get what i was talking about. the thing is, there are other people doing worse things right now around me. i could be worse, and i might be in the future. but my multitasking to get my mind off things won't always work. and that's why i have an f in gym class. my parents expect me to get better, do better. is it that easy? no. try being me, a loser. i'm so dumb i probably couldn't even try. so, double it and give it to the next person. i need someone to take the weight off my shoulder.

[Post 4]
and that's why i'm giving my burdens to you. yes, you, the person reading this foreword. i won't be alone in my losercore for much longer. a few months is all i need to transfer the feeling to you bitches who are having the time of your lives. i need to be focused on school, i really do. but it's almost over. there are seriously twelve days left. so i can't care as much as i used to. maybe that'll make me a loser. but i'm prepared to be a loser. so, bring it on. and i'll bring it onto you. and that's exactly what i'm going to do. my next album, losercore 1: i just can't care, is out on june 16. what was supposed to be my next album, remy, will be released in august instead, with a deluxe edition in september. i need to let my loser out as soon as possible. and that's just what i'll do.