Lose My Mind

[Verse 1]
Long days lost in my thoughts
Walking blind trying to find enough
Chasing shadows on the walls
I don't seem to be keeping up

[Chorus]
What if nothing ever happens?
Drawing circles like bad habits
Will I find myself before I lose my mind?
Against a million reason
I still find myself believing
If I hold my breath, one day I'll start to fly
Will what I get even be mine?

[Verse 2]
Always poking at my flaws
Would you just tell me what you thought?
Hard to offer honest thoughts
Face to face with a loaded gun

[Chorus]
What if nothing ever happens?
Drawing circles like bad habits
Will I find myself before I lose my mind?
Against a million reason
I still find myself believing
If I hold my breath, one day I'll start to fly
Will what I get even be mine?

[Bridge]
Drowning in
The give and take
Was it all a waste
If they don't know my name
Tell myself just one more day
'Til it all breaks
Tell me how
Something new
Always sounds the same
Is it a lost cause
To walk a different way?
Tell myself just one more day
'Til it all breaks

[Chrous]
What if nothing ever happens?
Drawing circles like bad habits
Will I find myself before I lose my mind?
Against a million reason
I still find myself believing
If I hold my breath, one day I'll start to fly
Will what I get even be mine?