Lose Control

[INTRO: TEE SPIRIT AND JOVAN LANDRY]
I'm going to lose control, yeah
Don't want to lose control yeah
I'm going to lose control, yeah
Don't want to lose control, yeah

[VERSE: TEE SPIRIT]
To be honest I got no time
I’ve been rolling on, I've been handling mine
I’ve been far away
The hardest part about figuring out
Is understanding that you deserve more
You can get more
Yeah, you can give more
You need more of love out of life
Out of sight when I'm out of mind
Somewhere deeper in the ocean
Hold your breath they losing homies
Hurt my heart I’m out of focus
Way too fast but that’s the motion
Nothing left to right my wrong in I'm here
Hurdled all in my nest
Demons all in my chest
Pressing all on my soul
Feeling all on my own
Swerving out of control, I’m here
Hurdled all in my nest
Demons all in my chest
Pressing all on my soul
Feeling all on my own
Swerving out of control

[Chorus: TEE SPIRIT AND JOVAN LANDRY]
I'm going to lose control, yeah
Don't want to lose control yeah
I'm going to lose control, yeah
Don't want to lose control
Hurdled all in my nest
Demons all in my chest
Pressing all on my soul
Feeling all on my own
Swerving out of control, yeah
I'm going to lose control, yeah
Don't want to lose control, yeah

[VERSE: TEE SPIRIT]
Hip-Hop holy break my heart
Don’t leave me lonely love me love me for the moment
Fill me up, my spirits open
Hard to find a place when pacing back and forth
Nobody want me, nobody need me
Finally, see me in the mirror after years
Of searching something better
Finally, I can hold myself together
Finally, I can make it through whatever

[Chorus: TEE SPIRIT AND JOVAN LANDRY]
I'm going to lose control, yeah
Don't want to lose control yeah
I'm going to lose control, yeah
Don't want to lose control
Hurdled all in my nest
Demons all in my chest
Pressing all on my soul
Feeling all on my own
Swerving out of control, yeah
I'm going to lose control, yeah
Don't want to lose control, yeah

[VERSE: JOVAN LANDRY]
I’m really about to lose control outta my mind
Cause people digging up all the dirt that they could find
And putting all that work to in to end up finding shit
And be up in their feelings all alone because of it
You know that saying: If it ain’t broke, you shouldn’t fix
Too many times we realize they like to have their way
To control how we should act, how we dress, what do we say
But today we shall be bold and say We’ll never, ever lose
You know I’m not like everybody, like to sit back in in a party
Probably wonder why that shawty sitting there alone
In my mind I’m in a Maserati, know we bout get it poppy
I’m aware that I can be an oddy oddy oddy-oh..
How to stay sane in a world that's so cynical
Don’t do a lot of thinking with the thought that is critical
And staying prayed up is like a spiritual miracle
And surround myself with love is a habitual ritual, yeah
I know your views on me don’t mean much
If you only seen the surface, when you shoulda dug inside
Of the work of really it what it means to be I
And when you do, you can truly look me in my eyes
Cause I came a long way, and I won’t be judged, I won’t be smudged
At the end of the day, I just wanna be loved
At the end of the day, I just wanna be hugged
And I will rise above
Look, if you really if have something to say
Know the repercussions that could be coming your way
What goes around just comes around is a true fact
And know your words be having powers to inspire a change
Look, if you really if have something to say
Know the repercussions that could be coming your way
What goes around just comes around is a true fact
And know your words be having powers to inspire a change
Your words be having to inspire change

[Chorus TEE SPIRIT AND JOVAN LANDRY]
I'm going to lose control, yeah
Don't want to lose control yeah
I'm going to lose control, yeah
Don't want to lose control
Hurdled all in my nest
Demons all in my chest
Pressing all on my soul
Feeling all on my own
Swerving out of control, yeah
I'm going to lose control, yeah
Don't want to lose control, yeah