Look away/heal me

I look away but i can't stand a world without you here
Waking alone was my biggest fear

I close my eyes your still in my arms
If i were to die would it mean you no harm
I know that i lied just to cover your scars

Do you ever feel as if the world is against you
The girl that i knew could never leave she would hate you
I promise ive changed who i was im more stable
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Im fucked up been here before
Can't have it can't have whats yours
I ghosted shes on the floor
I woke up straight to the pour

Fucked up been here before
Been here before
Too many times ive done this
Can't think its gone ruin my stomach

Im fucked up come heal me
Think you know me nobody knows what im feeling
I tried to show her but she kept seeing things
I can't get involved with her feelings
Lie on the floor yeah yeah