Lonesome

I won’t call so you won’t answer
And we won’t talk
The way we used to
In my mind I’m back at 20
Broke and tired in my apartment

Dying young
Seems so much fun
When in your mind
You're all alone

There’s something in my head and my heart
A part of me that always hurts
On my own I tend to fall apart
Am I more than you bargained for?

You don’t have to say you’re sorry
If it’s too hard for you to love me
When I get stuck in this condition
You try to help, I try to listen

When I dissolve into my darkness
Your heart breaks and I feel hopeless
It’s not your fault
If I can’t hold on

There’s something in my head and my heart
A part of me that always hurts
On my own I tend to fall apart
Am I more than you bargained for?

Lover, I want to be where you are
But am I more than you bargained for?