Lonely (Non-Featuring version)

Wish I could find some love
Wish I had the courage
Wish somebody would give me a shove
But I’m not above
Being scared
To be fair
I know I got some wacky hair
I’m kinda desperate, sending a prayer
To heaven
Looking for love even at my seven-eleven
I ask for counsel on how to tell a girl I like her
Kinda jealous of the guys who can “Just go get her'”
Then when I do get a girl I get a text saying
“Without you I might just be better"
To all of those of you alone
This is my letter

Isn't weird
How much loves feels
So similar to a loan
Like a weight that you at once love but makes you groan
Always scared that you could maybe do better
And your love always leaves you a debtor
And you always end up with a dead love
Dead dove
Each one of us shoots love in our way
Some of us pay
And some treat it like they treat my birthday in May —
They ignore it and go off with someone else to play

Once had a girl
I don’t think she liked me much
When I saw her with my friend I wanted to hurl
I don’t think she liked me much
Don’t know why, just call it a hunch
Kinda wish I had a girl
To take for a whirl
Maybe give her a couple pearls
Who am I kidding? I’m broke, let the lonely bag unfurl
Let’s be honest, the only girl who would go out with me
Would probably be
A bar girl, call girl
No girl to twirl
Just because I’m me
And something that society flees
Is that a breaking heart often hurts more than broken knees
I've seen
That a girl will go out with a guy
Usually depending on how much money she needs
And I think it's sad that our society is so dependent on greed
Even for love
If love was a dove then It was shot a long time ago
And I don't know whether how we act is below or above
Morals
But I'm going to stay by myself, stay alone
Because I'm scared of affection, scared to show
I feel like I'm too vulnerable, so my distrust just grows
And it usually feels like I'm fighting love's flow
So I suspect I'm going to stay by myself, stay alone
This, for sure, I can tell you I know