LOML My Soulmate

[Produced By Cam Cortez]

[Chorus: Aliyah Williams]

Love of my life My soulmate, you're my best friend
(you're my best friend)
A part of me says I need you, I tried to put my pride away
(I tried, I tried, I tried)

[Verse 1]

My love for you will never disappear, I'm not worried 'bout them
Hoes i swear
I showed you love and that feeling is real
I showed you love and I had thoughts of killing myself, I was damaged
Couldn't understand me, I went back to popping xannies
I know you make me happy, but these pills got me antsy
I'm coping with the fact that another nigga make you happy
I'm coping with the fact that we was suppose to be a family
I was looking for some answers, But my actions showing "Fuck You!"
My mama always told me not to trust you, But I trust you and I love you
I'm thinking of all the shit i've done you
I know its fuck me, but I could never say "Fuck you!''
I gotta let go and let another nigga fuck you
I gotta see you happy since I'm not the nigga for you
If you would admit "I hate me"
If you was really for me, you would wait and take me
The way I am, I cheat, But I use rubbers on these freaks
When we split, I made a baby, But you was already cheating
You was pregnant for that clown, so in my eyes I call it even!
I wanna see you happy, I don't wanna see you grieving
I know you love me, but no one said loving me is easy
In and out of love, I take drugs for these demons
In and out of bitches, when i finish they be tweaking
I love you for a reason, I want you to know I mean it

[Chorus: Aliyah Williams]

Love of my life My soulmate, you're my best friend
(you're mine, you're mine, You're mine-)
A part of me says I need you, I tried to put my pride away
(I tried, I tried, I tried)

[Verse 2]

Fuck all them hoes that i'm fucking
Fuck all them niggas that you fucking, that's still my pussy
I don't wanna breathe and if you ain't here with me
I've been poppin' Percs cause yo ass done left me
I got a lot of hoes that mean a lot to me
You know it ain't nothing for them rock with me
I know I love 'em daily but I want you more, give you my all and you fucked me over
Before you love me bitch you gotta find yourself first
Don't know yourself so a nigga can't help ya
I thought you loved me, but you didn't so thank ya
New Benz, new bitch, new paper
Lied to my face that's what made a nigga hate ya
When I got shot, you was with him, you was gang's slut
Should of have kept it real, but you didn't though
I'm blocked on all your social sites, But you gon' hear me though
I'm riding for you, But you know niggas tryna kill me though
Before you die, I'd shoot myself, l what you didn't know
You let another nigga tell me you shouldn't be with me
You lost interest and that made a nigga feel different
You lost interest and that made a nigga act right
I bossed up, made 100 that was last night
But I'll never turn my back against you, I just pray I get a chance to kiss you

[Chorus: Aliyah Williams]

Love of my life My soulmate, you're my best friend
A part of me says I need you, I tried to put my pride away