Livor mortis

You keep appearing in my dreams and I get butterflies
Just like you're someone new
I love you like I did when my teeth were pulled out
But, I wish I hated you

Open spaces make me nervous
Give me closure, I deserve it
Oh no, I know what you're about to say
Even though I've bled for you
It's "best if we just go our separate ways"

The stitches dissolved in my mouth
I want to pull them out so you'll take care of mе again
In the morgue my body is labelеd as missing
I checked myself out
I didn't wanna be pumped full of formaldehyde and metals
Waiting patiently until the blood finally settles

Well, I want to return to nature
Kiss the ground like it's my saviour
Oh no, I know what you're about to say
Just kill my body and then leave it to decay