Living Proof

[Verse 1]
Oh I can't say I hate you yet
But I hated every second of
The way you left me
Heart half in my hands
Half at my back door

[Verse 2]
I can't say I miss you yet
Well I kind of do but mostly
I guess I miss
The feeling of a body
The feeling someone wants me
I want more

[Chorus]
But it's a dangling carrot
Toward an empty truth
And I'm always walk forward
Back to you
It's a constant conversation and
It's living proof
That I can't get back my time
Or you

[Verse 3]
Oh I can't say it all worked out
And I can't summarize with a trope about
How everything happens for a reason
I'm not feeling that now

[Verse 4]
And I can't say you treated me kind
Well maybe in some narrative plot you tried
I begged you for a quarter
But I made it on a stolen dime

[Chorus]
But it's a dangling carrot
Toward an empty truth
And I'm always walk forward
Back to you
It's a constant conversation and
It's living proof
That I can't get back my time
Or you

[Bridge]
It's a hard earned lesson
In a burned out chest
And I'm thinking more
But I keep learning less
It's a constant repetition
Of who knows best
I don't know yet
I don't know yet

[Outro]
I can't say it all worked out
I can't summarize with a trope about
How everything happens for a reason
I don't believe that now