LIVE LIKE THIS

[Spoken Word]
Hey, I don't know if you remember me, but, it's been about a year since you passed, um... Today's June 27th... I really miss you, I hope you can hear me from wherever you are, um... I love you

[Chorus]
Shit, I wonder if my friends knew about my mental health
How could I really love this bitch if I don't love myself
You didn't give a fuck, left my feelings on the shelf
Now I don't really know if I trust anybody else
Shit, I wonder if my friends knew about my mental health
How could I really love this bitch if I don't love mysеlf
You didn't give a fuck, left my feelings on the shеlf
Now I don't really know if I trust anybody else

[Verse 1]
Took a couple pills now I cannot feel a thing
My sanity is only hangin' on by a string
Yeah, thought you were the one I was gonna give a ring
But you really did me dirty, now I don't feel anything
Yeah, all these blunts I'm smoking really fuckin' with my head
How could I smile when my friend is fuckin' dead
I should've never listened to her all the things she said
Anxiety under pressure, now I'm taking all these meds

[Bridge]
I should've never listened to her all the things she said
I should've never listened to her all the things she said
I should've never listened to her all the things she said
Now all the things she said is steady runnin' through my head

[Chorus]
Shit, I wonder if my friends knew about my mental health
How could I really love this bitch if I don't love myself
You didn't give a fuck, left my feelings on the shelf
Now I don't really know if I trust anybody else
Shit, I wonder if my friends knew about my mental health
How could I really love this bitch if I don't love myself
You didn't give a fuck, left my feelings on the shelf
Now I don't really know if I trust anybody else

[Verse 2]
The amount of sleepless nights got me feelin' like a prick
But I do not give a fuck, life ain't nothing but a bitch
I'm afraid to fuckin' talk, tell my niggas 'bout the drugs
'Nother nigga feelin' stuck, swept me underneath the rug (Ahh)

[Outro]
I don't wanna live like this
I don't wanna live like this
I don't wanna live like this
I don't wanna live like this
I don't wanna live like this
I don't wanna live like this
I don't wanna live like this
I don't wanna live like this
I don't wanna live like this