HOW I FEEL

[Intro]
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[Chorus]
Didn't really wanna go talk about it
But I always climbed up the highest mountain
Used to talk your shit by the water fountain
Now I'm all outta love, there's nothing left to drown in

[Verse 1]
I should've never caught those feelings 'bout a year ago
Because the thought of you leaving, it would just kill me slow
I'm an asshole, baby, I'm so bashful
Tell me how much do you think that I am such a bastard
Beating faster, can't believe I asked her
I was such a dummy, controlling like I'm the master
How much more could I fuck up?
I'm so fuckin' selfish, bitch, I'm stuck up
Devil sits on my shoulder, Quadeca
Wish I built up the courage, to 'fess up
I madе a mistake, nigga, I messed up
I wanna tеll myself "Shut the fuck up"

[Chorus]
Didn't really wanna go talk about it
But I always climbed up the highest mountain
Used to talk your shit by the water fountain
Now I'm all outta love, there's nothing left to drown in

[Verse 2]
I don't really know how to feel
Everything I see doesn't really seem real
I really hate my body, I don't know what's the deal
I can't bottle up, nigga, no I can't seal, I can't seal
Nothing that I say ever really seems amusing
When it comes to power, nigga, he just comes abuse it
I wanna be happy but I can't choose it
All that I can do is just sit back and face the music