(little) baseball cap

[Verse 1]
So many memories
That I don't have
The first years of my life
Gone away
But there's still few that linger
And cloud my mind

[Verse 2]
They called us to the living room
A fire burning
I sat next to him on the couch
He looked so concerning
I grabbed my little baseball cap
And wore it like a shield
They said some words I can't recall
What's the deal
How two can go from loving one another
To two that love to torment each other?

[Verse 3]
I packed my life up every week
For your utter sanity
And I know there's no other way
For me to say
That I love you both
All the same

[Verse 4]
I've never been told about the day
That you wore shades
He was leaving me
On my own
But I don't blame him
He did what he had to
I'm glad he didn't go through
What I had to